I see that you have found my more (gay) serious works. Hope they weren't too easy to find...

 

Ode to Mother

Mother, O mother, I owe my existence to you! You know not how often I think of you and pray to you. You were beautiful, you are beautiful. I was so proud of how dignified you were when you were laid out before us. Gorgeous, gracious, loving woman, how strong you were!

 

Never Thought I

Never thought I, would like, let alone love. Have I finally overcome fear and rejection? It was so hard, so hard. With him it is so different. Has it always been there? In many ways I think it has been.

 

You

You are my love, my life, the love of my life, the love in my life. How uplifted my soul has become! Out of my tough shell I have risen. You make me so high, so unimaginably high! Take me higher, don't let me ever fall. Don't ever let me die off of you. Hold me close, closer. I want to be this warm forever. So soft and sweet is your touch. I breath you in. You're so subtly strong, almost as strong as me. Keep me close. You are my everything, my absolute everything.

 

Here I sit, young, full of undying vigor, trying, and impatiently waiting for a look at you. Here I ponder, wise yet naive, wondering if I'll ever become anything more than an acquaintance to you. Here I dream, older and more grown, but still infatuated, thinking of what it would be like to be with you. Here I am, youth almost washed away, still pining, wondering still to this very day if I will ever meet you.

 

Frail, obsequious, heartless, backwards girl! Why do you bother breathing? You see the peers that you cherish hating your every movement. You try so hard, but know that nobody really cares. Do you think that if you died tomorrow anyone would notice? Maybe they would, but would they remember you for you, or what you wanted to be?